upon hearing a love song sung by a male

mmmmmmm

can that be me?
would very much like that to be me.
to be the one of whom you speak,
it's all I've ever wanted:
to be viewed as in such a light,
to have such words composed for me,
about me,
to me,
by you.

even when I didn't know you
I wanted this from you.

you, you, you
me, me, me
I, I, I
we, we,we

(much prefer the latter)

mmmmmmm

enough of this insomniac dreaming


# swear # am capable of other thoughts. At night * mind wonders to it's greatest desire--strike that bull shit. # am tired and don't sleep because when # sleep @ are constantly in * dreams and # hate that because @ can not, will not, are not willing to be that for % so why do # torture * with these subconscious visions. so # avoid sleep till the point of passing out so there is no time to think of @. which still back fires in a way because # here typing all this emotional dumping b.s. at 3something am. it's better here though so as not to annoy friends with * broken record of, yup you guessed it. there. fine. done. enough. stop. no really. stop this time.