my vice

white boys
I. LOVE. THEM.
in all different styles and flavors

tall and lithe, preferably
average and artistically talented will do too

either which way
the one I want/love wants nothing to do with me
haven't seen my former future husband in years (he's 1,000+ miles away)
and what I've got, well...it's to pass the time

*sigh*

Hopeless