hmmmmmmm 2 (for I'm sure there must be a hmmmmm already for I am a broken record and only talk about one thing, THE LOVE I AM WAITING FOR)

there is a man who visits me in my dreams

a composite

the best traits/parts of living males whom I know/ know about (ie literary & movie characters,etc)

whenever I actually do dream he is usually there

this wonderfully human-- in my eyes--perfect man

flaws and all

and I love him

Faith.

one day he will be real.

till then I will continue to write these pathetic posts

for my love

my love who is not here

yet somehow is still present

for I see you in pieces in those around me

my music man

my artist

mi carino

my imaginary friend

till we meet