my words repel
yours attract


all i want to say is--


huh, looky there. i can't say it.
its cause i know you don't feel the same so i'm not going to put myself through it again.

I JUST FINISHED AND NOW I WANT TO DO IT AGAIN?!?!

that's me yelling at myself, not you.
frustration, name of the game.
at/with myself
and you, you fickle little bitch.
to hell with the saying, young male is just as if not more

but that's how i know. if this was how i wanted, you'd be in it whole heart. but you are not. there is my answer. the reason why i can not allow myself to say,

well you know